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:: Friday, November 15, 2002 ::
Those are some hella blogs Chris.
Hella blogs.
You know. Another blog pointed out something very, very important. Saddening. Depressing, to me.
I'm sad that I didn't get to say goodbye to Siegfried, I'm hurt to see her go, and I miss her deeply. It crushes me, because she was one of the closest people in the world to me. But I was her best friend, and she died without me. I wish I could have been there for her.
I should have gone home. Damnit, I should have gone home to see her, no matter how bad it was. So she could have known still that I love her.
Damnit, damnit, damnit.
I'm going to regret that for the rest of my life.
Chris... god forbid if, or when it comes up, go see Eliza. I think you would have made that decision anyway, especially since you have a car. But all of you, do NOT make the mistake I did.
Go back to say goodbye.... I think it might have hurt less in the long run if I had. I have no closure.
:: Peter 11:54 AM [+] ::
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