:: Closing Time ::

:: Sunday, July 28, 2002 ::

*blinks*

*blinks*

*blinks*

BShapiro Video (1:49:05 AM): You were spared

All charges against me, and John, have been dropped. The Wayland police have decided to press charges against solely Ben, for furnishing alcohol to minors. And there's no way he's going to slip them.

Am I relieved? ... yes. I can get my license, I'll have no criminal record, I have no fine to pay. I don't have to come back from school to go to court.

Am I ..... I don't know what to call it. I feel like absolute shit that Ben is taking the fall for this even though it was basically my fault. I was the one who got sick. I was the one who needed his parents to come. I was the one who freaked and asked for an EMT. We all know the "excuses" .... I was under the influence, wasn't in control. Wasn't thinking clearly. But those are just excuses. I still feel like shit for it, even though he's being fucking strong and mature. He said it was his party, and his responsibility.... but that doesn't make me feel a whole lot better. A bit though. Because I know the person who I think is getting the short end of this, despite the fact that -that- isn't my fault, is being strong.
:: Peter 2:01 AM [+] ::
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