:: Closing Time ::

:: Monday, May 19, 2003 ::

Ok, so that was the sadness that was pulling at my heartstrings immediately. But I guess I do owe you a bit more than that, despite the fact that I really don't believe any of you are here anymore.

I feel like this blog is dead, tired, retired. Nobody comes anymore. Nobody ever talks to me about what I write anymore. Nobody ever responds anymore. I swear, the last time I got a decent, surprising reaction was when Matty gave me an IM telling me to give him a call if I wanted to get my ass whooped at some video games. If it hadn't been a day or two before leaving town I might have taken him up on it. But like... that was ages ago. I've written so much since then, and it feels like nobody reads it.

The stats have become blurry, primarily because people have come home. Now I can't tell what schools are coming here... I just see lots of cable modems. More interesting is the fact that the more I write, and on more varied topics, the more I find people are getting here via search engine - not exactly the target audience I was looking for. People who are curious about the new G-Unit Air Force Ones aren't who I want reading. And yet, getting lots of searches.

I should be excited. We're tied for first place, and the Yankees season opener is at Fenway tonight. But, for some reason, I'm not.

I guess all I really want is an excuse to get some sun.
:: Peter 4:37 PM [+] ::
...