I want to clarify a few things. For several people who are certainly important enough to deserve clarity.
My blog... is basically a journal that I allow people to read. I don't censor anything, but it's NOT clearly thought out. I write things to write them, to get them out of my system. I say things so I don't have to -do- things. I use words to get emotions out.
A lot of the things said in my blog would never be said in public conversation. Because they wouldn't be appropriate; a lot of the generalizations I make here I make because they come to mind. I don't think about it. I just write, no edits, one take and I'm done.
Appropriate Eminem lyric:
"... If I fumble a verse keep going, first take I make mistakes - just keep it. No punches pulled, no punches, that's weak shit, fake shit. If I ever take shit I'll eat shit, if it wasn't for that wouldn't be shit."
I just write, I roll, get things out without asking questions. I can't think of a single thing in this blog that was direct at anybody, and then since it's ambient it's just.... about me letting out emotions.
I have to go to my trumpet lesson now. So I have to cut this short. But I want to make it clear that what's in my blog is -not- my sensible, logical, rational perception of the truth.