:: Closing Time ::

:: Friday, August 09, 2002 ::

I just re-read my entire blog. From day one, to today. In order.

There were a lot of posts which I still think people should read and haven't. I encourage people to go through the archives.... but for specific people, there are specific posts to see. Ask me, I'll point them out to you.

I saved my entire blog to disk. Because I was worried about losing it. This is such an integral transitioning period in my life, and this blog has been an integral way of dealing with it for me. So surprising. The other day Alex blogged and I commented and he commented so Resa comented and so now I'm commenting. It's a cycle. DeSantis and I have been commenting back and forth virtually nonstop. There's a form of communcation that's new to the world. Passive honesty of a sort.

As good as it is though, it's severely limited. There are still a few people I honestly wish read my blog who I'm pretty certain don't. They probably don't even open AIM profiles, or click on links. And then there are a few people I know who do or have read my blog, some who even blog themselves (a couple POORLY, you once every three week updaters) but never say a word to me about it or react or anything.

I re-read my whole blog today and found my section promising a tell all. An exposé of my feelings for certain people. As that time rapidly approaches (jesus... people leave in 8 days. I have 8 days until the night I wanted to have my get together).... and my plan which I HOPE succeeds but may fail comes to it's time.... I might not do the tell all I thought I would. Because I might tell just about everyone who needs to know what they need to know at the right times. I've been getting better at that.

If I don't.... somebody poke me. And I will tell you all, because it's better that everyone know than no one.

I still wish those two.... three, maybe even four read my blog. But the failing is inherant in the medium.

It wouldn't be a blog any other way.
:: Peter 4:29 AM [+] ::
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